Awesome news first, 'cause that's also chronological order in this case! I went to Jessica's Tuesday afternoon and spent the night. While I was there, I saw Pet Sematary On Demand! It was sooo good! I LOVE Stephen King movies! Stephen King played the priest at the little boy's funeral. I think that's pretty ironic.

Now that I think about it, somebody told me that, once. We were talking about how Stephen King plays a small part in all of his movies, and I think I mentioned that he played the pizza guy in Rose Red when the person told me that, yeah, you know Pet Sematary? He plays the priest in it.

Hmmm, it sounds familiar.

I slept in til about noon today. Got up two minutes after. I had a dream about Tony. It was weird... We were at my high school, but it wasn't really my high school, now that I think about it. I mean, the building was the same and everything, but the bench and overhanging thing in front--those things were gone. And his voice was different. He didn't notice me at first. And his mom was there, but I didn't really see her, because I kept looking at him. And he was sitting. And she was yelling at him about tattoos. In my dream, he had three, but in reality he has two, and in the dream, he'd had to get most of one removed because of some problems...

And he stood up, talking. I don't even know. And, ohmygod, his legs were shaved. I kid you not. His legs were shaved. Weird, right? Seriously.

But he noticed me before I noticed his hairless legs. Yeah... He said something about being able to control summer vacation, and I was just like, "Psh. Yeah, right."

But the main thing is, in my dream, he was how he is now. He was eighteen, he was five-five (three inches shorter than me), he was kinda fat. Probably fatter in my dream than in reality, but what do I know?

And a thought occurred to me in my dream, because we were standing outside my school. I suddenly thought, "Ohmygod, I can just take the bus to Tony's house!" But before I mentioned it to him in my dream, I thought, "Wait... Bremerton... Bremerton..." and I remembered that, while he might have momentarily been standing outside my school, which is definitely in Graham, he lives in Bremerton, and that's so much farther north, and that just wouldn't work. Not really. So I kept my mouth shut.

Anyway, that's the news for today, I guess.

I feel weird. Kind of depressed, I think. Oh, Tony told me he got a girlfriend. That's nice, I guess. He says she's the first virgin he's dated in like four years. Okay... Odd, right? Yeah. Well, that's okay. And we had a really long conversation that pretty much consisted of nothing but sexual things, especially on his end. It was really, really awkward at first, but then it got more interesting. And at first, I was seriously trying to get him to shut up about it. I mean, I talked about when I might be able to see him and all that, about whether or not the Mall would be a good place for him... He was just agreeable and said he'd have to ask his dad, but...

I don't even know. I want to see him, I really do. But I'm beginning to fear what the meeting might be like, something I haven't done before.

But I almost feel depressed today. I don't get it. PMS, maybe?